From: ABC
To: baraa
Date: December 26, 2020, 10:03 pm
writing this bc ig our chapter bout to end. ik i shouldve let go long ago bc im just making u get more annoyed by me bc i keep sticking around but even if it wasnt for my attachment issues i still cant let go i wish i could, i keep trying. it hurts knowing u hate me and how i keep having to act cold bc otherwise id literally fucking breakdown and say useless shit that doesnt matter to you anymore, but thank u for sticking by and showing me what real love felt like. i rlly wish we couldve lasted just like how we planned our future to be :( but as long as ur happy then im fine by it. i also never ended anything. i hope we can get back the bond we had in the future maybe? i hope. ps u were my literal only motivation so ya basically i havent done my school work and literally just quit it and dgaf haha. ok im justtalking to myself now so i should shut up. ill always love you so much baraa im so sorry if i hurt you in any way