u live so far so maybe thats why u ghosted me. and then we started talking again and we became friends, i was still in love with u tho. then we stopped talking over the summer. i loved ur curls and ur laugh. it was the cutest thing ever. i tried to reconnect with u and u told me 'i shouldnt be talking to u and to get out of ur life'- im sorry i was in love with u and i just wanted to fix things okay. or maybe i was in love with the idea of u.