Unsent Messages

Why did i keep falling in love with you? I don't know. All of my friends didn't see anything in you and honestly i don't anymore. But i do miss you facetiming me to wake me so i wasn't late late for school. I miss hangout with you. I miss us randomly fting and talking for hours. I miss us ranting to each other. I miss when you would get mad and the only only thing i could do to calm you down was give you a hug. But honestly you did this to yourself. You lost me. You decided you wanted them more than you wanted us. Its your fault and you blame it on me. I loved you and i thought you loved me. The kid you are hanging out with now, they are so bad. I'll be here for you but we wont be friends. I'll be here if you need to rant. I'll be here if you feel like shit. I'll be here if you NEED to talk. But not if you want me back, I'm never putting myself through that hell ever again. I loved you and you didn't love me the same way. You didn't understand. I was IN love with you and you weren't in love with me. It broke me, now i don't understand why i wasted any tears. Now you've led me to hate you. When all of my friends talked bad about you to me, I defend you. But now all of the thing they said were true. Now we are strangers with memories. Some things just don't last forever i guess.