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im sorry. our relationship ended so suddenly. i thought you d at least reply or say goodbye. we never got to say goodbye. and then u just unfollowed me. i know i suggested to break up at the worst time probably but i just felt like i wasnt enough for you, like i was annoying u with my texts. u barely replied so i just assumed you re doing better without me. im sorry. i miss you. after we broke up i cried everyday for like a month or two. it hurt everytime i heard your name. it still hurts a little. i listened to songs that reminded me of u and cried like a baby. what hurt was that we were still in a relationship on my bday and u didnt remember. :( i was so sad because i had no friends to celebrate with and very few people congratulated me so that hurt. i still have ur bday saved in my calendar and it hurts to see it everytime i open the app. im still debating if i should tell u happy bday in february but im not sure... anyways i put purple here cause i know its ur fav color. idk if u ll ever see this. everytime i see sunrises or breakfasts i think of u and what could have been. i have a lot more to say but i think this will do... u were the first girl i fell in love with and ill never forget u. i hope you re doing better now. yea so... goodbye