i loved you more than i loved myself. i put your pain first before mine. my days would be awful but the minute i saw you, i felt on top of the world. i will never love again because of you. you said so many awful things to me and i still gave you my heart. we no longer talk and i feel dumb to still think of you everyday. i know you are in a bad place right now and everyday i want to call you and tell you i still love you. im always here for you because you are my happiness. i know you will never feel the same because i was never your first love but you were mine. you would say the nicest things and the meanest. yet i would still do anything for you. i love you and i miss you. i wish you would come back.