Unsent Messages

this probably my 5th one and i just wish i could actually text you. it's been 2 years and i still can't move on and maybe i should and try and just be happy but i can't. i always tell people i moved on from you but truth is i haven't and they say "i'm happy for you" but truth is i just want you here with me. it sucks so much because i know you are probably thinking about someone the way i think of you about someone else. i cant let you go yet. maybe you're my person but i'm not yours. i always listen the playlist you made me and i think about our little moments or the little dates we would go on but truth you're my happiness but i'm not yours. i wish you can text me and tell me how much you miss me and how much you made mistake leaving me but you probably have no regrets. maybe right now you're smiling at someone's text while i'm crying while typing this. i just don't understand how you let me go so easy. was i not enough? was i not pretty enough? tell me. i need closure but i hope one day you look back and you say "she was the one" ugh its so hard but i know God has plan for us but maybe you were just chapter in my life but i can't turn the page because you're my favorite part. k