i really need to grow a pair and text you. you are my first love, and i know youd hate me for saying i love you. youre a dick, youd show all your friends, laugh, maybe even say it to me - how stupid you think that is. i hated you so much i started to love you. you dont get it do you? stop flirting with me, stop making me laugh, stop. please. i dont want to face heartbreak, i break hearts i reject i dont GET rejected i have boys trying so hard to catch my interest yet i love you so so much..