Unsent Messages

I knew you fell out of love, I was just trying too hard to keep you with me that I ignored it and ended up hurting myself even more till I had enough. I know you cared about me but the love was not mutual it is not just about gifts but having you here with me. I wish you could've understood but I guess you were too caught up with your friends that I did not want to bether you and make it seem im controlling. I know you like her I really did but I was with you and you did not want to hurt me, but i got hurt seeing the way you looked at her instead of me. Now youre cosnatly hearting her pictures and I can't stop myself from constantly checking if you still are or not. I do not undertsand what I did wrong, I know I'm not as exciting as she is but i know dam well I care about you more than she does I bet she does not even know you favorite color or even your favorite animal. I know she doesn't even see how your eyes light up when you receive litle notes or oragami papers. I hope that outting to the beach with her was fun and I hope that you realize that from that point i realized I was not anything more but a place holder. I hope you find happiness since you were not with me. I just want you to know that you should stop dissing me on social media when i did not do anything to you. I'm not a bad person and never will be, stop fueling your ego.