You were not my first love, nor I am unsure if I will ever reach a point in my life were I do find it. You’ve been on my mind for years and i can’t seem to make it stop although I try desperately for it to. It’s funny bc i don’t want to be in a relationship. Look at me I’m a mess, but daydreaming seems so nice. I think that I’m reaching a point where things may start brightening up for me. For right now I wish to be alone with no loneliness. I hope you’re happy w her. She rlly is Heather. I just can’t help but wonder if I ever crossed your mind.
