I dont call you this that much but sometimes i feel the need to. i used this instead of your name cause i was hoping you wouldnt see this but at the same time i kind of want you to read it.I feel like you have nothing towards me anymore by the times you leave me on opened or read and other days we have the greatest convos and talk all day. its like sometimes you want to do with me and when i see you your always so happy and act the best but other times i feel like you dont want anything to do with me. i just wish i could tell you all of this without crying or it being too hard for me op. but i really feel something for you sometimes and other times its different. hopefully some day you see this
