why can’t you choose. wait i already know. you already have. i want you to want me but i know if you did you would’ve shown that by now so ha idk. i’m tired of have the same conversations. i miss seeing you. i don’t even know why i’m writing this dumb shit. but there will always be a place for you in my heart and ik i act like i don’t care or don’t remember things you say but i do. i just don’t want you to know that because if i care too much you’ll leave. i’m not in love w you but i love you. nobody feels the same as you. it feels like putting a puzzle piece somewhere that doesn’t fit when i try to find someone else. the bar is so low yet you still can’t reach it but it’s bc you don’t want to anyways idc whatever maybe in another lifetime