fuck dude every day i become more and more aware that we just won’t end up together again, and now i’m living through a different kind of helplessness. this kind is heartbreaking, yes, but also exhausting. it’s exhausting because i’m stuck. not only am i stuck wanting you, but i’m also stuck wanting to want you. i don’t wish i was over you and i don’t want space from you. i absolutely hate being the kid who just gets sad about a girl all the time, but i like liking you more than i hate that.
