hi merry xmas lol, uk those dates make me a bit emotional and i just wanted to say that ive been thinking about you... i do everyday but idk if u know it. Im completely in love w u and all u do. i wish u knew id choose you over anyone or anything.ure all i ever need and want. ive never felt such pain. i need ur love. i don't think i can watch u walk out my life like that. ik its hard for us to work but ik we can do it, just give it a try. i miss you so fucking much. my heart burns everytime ik u not here. sometimes i pretend u are but it hurts even more.... im waiting for your text but ik it won't ever arrive. anyways... i hope u had a great day and ur gifts were amazing. I love you.