I don't remember the exact day I realized my feelings for you but when I did, I cried. It was so silly because I knew one day I would have to tell you and I was scared to put our friendship at risk like that. We're friends, I consider you my close friend but I'm not sure if you consider me one too. You've done so much for me and I haven't done anything for you. I guess you're one of my reasons for pushing forward and doing better in life and as a person. When I'm in your arms, there's this brief moment where the world slows down and all I can feel is your heart beating. I love those little moments so much I wonder if you experience the same thing as I.I'm sorry for not telling you this in person but maybe one day.