you say all that shit about her yet im still second choice? when im around other people its 'oh i just feel like we're drifting' yet when im with you you fucking ignore me. fuck you, you dont know shit about me. ive been struggling for months and ive told you NOTHING because i cant fucking trust that you wont tell everyone in a ten mile radius. i cant be a constant back up option, a constant 'just in case' ive finally got people that show me what im worth and your trying to shut them down and take them away??? fuck you. fuck you to the highest fucking extent.