I feel like you ruined my life but I miss you more than anything, But I cannot believe you did those things with multiple females, making me feel horrible. I thought what we did was special and sacred, but every time I see something it reminds me of you in a way. I’m sorry for being toxic but you ruined me and now I can’t believe you’re gone, as if our relationship never happened. You were the love of my life and now I hate you so much but miss you. I can’t deal with this anymore.
