I’m really not okay, but it is what is. This turned into a complete disaster. I don’t even know what to say.. I want to leave this life behind. Leave and never look back. Maybe I’ll move to the west coast when this stuff ends. I’ve been thinking about it for a while now.. It might take some time to get over you, but I’ve been through worse situations. I do really love you and it’s sad we never got a real chance.