You've been by my side for years even if I have acted like a bitch towards you. I'm sorry, I really do appreciate you for staying even when it may have cost you a friendship. Don't take this the wrong way I hate her for leaving but maybe it was partly my fault. You deserve everything and I know one day you'll be happy. Please stop bringing yourself down what you say isn't true, if I only I could find a way to tell you this in person. I've always been bad at stuff like this. Thank you