im so fucking sorry for everything. we were so young and barely knew eachother and eventually it went downhill, i just never lost feelings and you know that. im so angry with myself for what i fucking did. i left, but sort of stayed. i told you, we started over. and then i fucked up again. words cant explain how much i fucking hate myself for this. i will always love you, that wont ever change. you played and still play such an important role in my life. i wish some day youd forgive me and im so fucking sorry, ill never ever stop apologising. M.
