Unsent Messages

I don't know how to write this letter. These days writing and expressing feelings is hard to me but I'm gonna give it a try beacuse I know I can do it. You were the first person that showed me real love. You showed me how it's like to be loved. You showed me how one hug can be powerful. I was just a basic girl in your school but you still chose me. In front of you were girls that look like a Victoria secret models. But you still chose me. Words can't describe the amount of happiness when I was with you. Every walk and every talk with you was magical. If I need to highlight three moments with you that were really special, that would be holding your hand, hugging you and kissing you. Yes, I wrote kissing you even we had only one kiss. That kiss was really special to me. You weren't my boyfriend but you behavied like you were. Your unexpected desicion broke my heart and filled my eyes with tears. In song "Beware" Big Sean said ''When you said it was over, you shot right through my heart" and that were my feelings that day. For a few weeks you didn't feeled the same as me, but that's not important right now. You promised me that you will be always here for me and you made that promise. Few days ago, when I was at my lowest, you helped me. You were here for me, just like you promised. Thank you for that. Lately we don't talk as before but I'm thankful for the fact that you are in my life. A few days ago I finally realised all the things that you have told me. You convinced me that I am a strong, confident, open minded, smart, beautiful and honest person who will always help somebody when they are in trouble. You helped me improve my confidence and self love. Thank you for everything. I love you.