Unsent Messages

You were my first love. You were the first boy to show me some feelings. Thank you for all the deep conversations and all the advice. I started loving green because of you and your eyes. I still want to go out with you, even though I know I won't. A lot of people have told me that you played with me and my feelings and that I was moving away from you, but I didn’t listen to them because I knew you were good and that you weren’t doing it. We had our last in-depth conversation a few months ago and it made me the happiest person in this world. It was the first time in a long time that we both confided some feelings to each other. I am very grateful for that and it gave me a piece in my soul and a feeling of true happiness. We don’t talk that much right now, but I want you to know that you’re the first person I’ve ever loved. You still don't know it, but you were the reason I cried every day for six months. In those six months, all I wanted was to hug you with the fact that I knew it wasn’t possible. The fact that you talked about other girls with me was really painful. I listened to you carefully every time because I was afraid of losing you. After a long time and our one-year friendship, I realized that we will be friends no matter what and that I can always count on you. I repeat, thank you for everything. I love you.