i really miss you and i think about you all the time and i really thought you would be back by now and i've just kept waiting around for you. its been really hard to come to terms that i wasn't good enough for you, especially cause you were everything i've been wanting. you really were one of the best things that ever happened to me and i'm sorry i couldn't give you that in return. i'm always going to wish you the best and you'll always have a special place in my heart. I wish it could have been different.