i dont think youll ever see this and think "hey ___ wrote this for me" but of how i wish it would at least cross your mind. i don't know what it is about you that intrigues me so much but it's there. i don't even think you know, or maybe you do and you just chose to ignore. ever since that fallout, we haven't been the same. we aren't as close as we once were and most of that was my fault. the feeling i had mixed with the thing that happened caused me to push you away, but oh how i regret that so fricken much. i've always had feelings for you, but i'm scared. i don't want to risk messing up what we have bc that would mean loosing you again and i cant do that. just know that i'll always be here for you no matter what. xoxo - your "soulmate"
