i think im in love with you. im not to sure since ive never been in love before but i think i do. and i hate it. because i asked you if you still liked me and you said kinda we just need to work on it and im trying but fuck it feels like im talking to a wall. i want to be your girlfriend but i dont know if i should. everyday it feels like you're just pushing yourself away from piece by piece. and that hurts. i miss our talks. i miss our facetime calls. i miss how we used to be. do you miss us? me? maybe im just overreacting but i think that shows that i care.