Yeah I no longer love you, I want to treat you with kindness but I can’t have you around me. You broke me in ways I’ll never utter to your face because I’m so afraid of your retaliation. You don’t get to understand how I feel because thats my pain to claim and it’s a pain I’m not willing to share. I don’t want to share myself with you because you don’t deserve it. You know this is for you... don’t hesitate, yes; this is yours... swallow the pill, understand you’re not the only one hurting.