Unsent Messages

hi. wake up i miss u lol anyways yeah all i wanted to say is that i really fucking miss you and i wanna hug u just like i did the other day, i want to know how it feels to be in your arms again, i know that sometimes i fuck up and i make u feel upset but i really don't mean to, the last thing i'd ever want is for you to be hurt, you mean the world to me and i want you to know that. without you, i wouldn't be where i am right now and i just want to tell u how much you really mean to me. there are others who came before you but you really are my first love, you showed me that there's so much more to life, you are the reason i want to wake up every single morning. life gets hard sometimes i know, but i promise that you'll get through it, i know you can. you are the strongest one i know and i know for a fact that you won't give up, next time you stumble across an obstacle, please take the time to breathe and calm down, remember everything is going to be alright. no matter how hard it may seem, you have me and your friends to help you get through it. you're the best person in the whole world and from the bottom of my heart, i would sell my soul just to be with you eternally. the thought that you might start falling for someone else, or leaving me someday makes me want to cry, my life would be incomplete without you and i really hope that you keep your word. i love you so much more than anything in this whole entire world. if you were to leave me right now, i'd simply die. you don't know how much i mean when i say i love you. its really way more than you think. i keep falling for you harder and harder each day and i always think that there's gonna be one day where i stop. but there's no way on earth that i'd fall for someone else rather than you. no one can compete with you and i hope to see us together in the future. you're sleeping right now and i hope you're getting a good night's rest. keep in mind that ill always love you. take care bub