You have been my bestfriend of many years. That year when I told you how you were making me feel, you turned it on my and made me feel like it was my fault. Now that I have gone back and apologized for everything, you still refuse to accept that you hurt me in a way that I can never forgive you for. But I'm still here, I'm always here. And yet, you never even care to notice how much fucking pain you cause me.