Unsent Messages

you aren't my first love, but you're the love I can't get out of my head, even with thousands of miles between us. can your soulmate be someone you've never met in person? I'm scared to fall in love with you because I know you're going to leave me. you haven't done anything to make that belief justifiable but I can't help to worry about it. how did someone like you ever fall in love with someone like me? you're too perfect for me, I wonder if it's too good to be true. i can't wait for the day I get to wrap my arms around you and finally get to kiss you. i know the sound of your voice but I want to hear it say my name in my ear. i know what your hair looks like but I want to know how it feels to run it through my fingers. i want to know what it feels like to have your fingers interlocked with mine. i would unapologetically kiss you in front of mspa and then drive to the tallest point in CC and get high with you and love you in all ways possible.
re-reading this sounds ridiculous. i wish I could show this to you and prove to you how much I mean it. i can love you and care about you in every way henry or anyone else couldn't. fuck them. you deserve better; I hope I'm that someone better.