i loved you. you made me feel like i was above the clouds. it did hurt when you said we would be better off as friends, i wish things were different. then again, you arent really my type. i still dont know if i was in love with you, or in love with the thought of you loving me. who knows. i hope you find someone that brings you so much happiness that you deserve. thank you for all the amazing calls, and the good morning texts i would wake up to every morning. you made me want to stay alive and i cant thank you enough. in a way, you brought me to where i am. taught me that i can be myself around people and still be loved.