Unsent Messages

what happened to us? to you ? we went from small friends to flirting and texting until 4 am. i looked forward to seeing your text back everyday. i get that i moved and got a bit distant but that doesn’t give you an excuse to all of the sudden act like i didn’t mean anything to you. Did i? In those texts of flirting, laughing, opening up to each other, did any of it , mean anything to you? Because it sure as hell doesn’t feel like it. Part of me hopes that you like me but it’s getting clear everyday that i meant nothing to you. What happened to the guy who comforted me when i was sad? The guy who made me laugh like an idiot? Now you don’t even bother. I just want an explanation. An explanation as to why i don’t mean anything you. I would normally say that it’s fine but you knew how much it meant to me that teddy bear , so for you to plan a date with me to remake the teddy bear and offer me your skateboard to now just leaving me on delivered to days and acting uninterested, it hurts. It hurts so much. What’s worse is that is that is still come running towards you any day. So please i just need to know, why. Why wasn’t i good enough for you, why you planned a date that meant so much to me, why you flirted with me just to act uninterested one day. I get that you’re not ready for a relationship but why plan that date with me? Why flirt with me and make me fall for you just to make me feel like it meant nothing to you? Part of me thinks it did mean something to you. That I meant something to you. I remember after a while of texting and it was getting late i said goodnight. And in waiting for your response instead of hearing the one notification of a simple goodnight back i heard two. One text saying goodnight, and another saying “ily”. I opened my phone and i freaked. Not a second later i saw a notification saying “unsent by user”. I think about that a lot. How you were behind the screen. Contemplating whether you should send it or not. And then you sending it and then chickening out and i sending it before i could see it. So, maybe it did mean something to you, or maybe you were just bored. I know your not the type of guy to lead a girl on like that, let alone plan a date like that and then get uninterested but it sure feels like it. So please, just talk to me. I just need to know if it meant anything to you. If I meant anything to you.