i miss you and idk everything i'm feeling rn is so indescribable. i just wish things were different and we met later on in life. our timing was wrong and i kinda just wanna flash forward a decade and hope that we end up together lol. i like how we are now but it also hurts more than it should. im just so overwhelmed and flooded with emotions and everything is just hitting rn lol. i rlly wish we could go back in time and relive all the good moments and for me to not fuck up in ways that i did cause i regret doing all of that to someone who just wanted to love me :( you didn't deserve all the shit i did to you and i'm sorry i wish i could take it all back. maybe this is just a moment of weakness rn lol idk but yea i missed talking to you a lot.