the very thing that distinguishes us both is that i wouldnt hasitate to choose you in every lifetime, but you wouldnt even choose me in this one. and although i gave you my everything i can not love you into loving me. So there you are overwelmed with my love. and here i am. Pleading for yours or whatever i could salvage. but there must come a time where you recognize that to grieve someone, hurts a lot less than to forcing them to be a part of you. And i know i should not beg for love... but just once i wanted someone to be afraid of losing me.