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hey, its kinda funny how we met. we were always fonded over on how cute we looked together, even though you really never payed no mind. I always thought when i met my first love that they would be with me forever and ever, you know in the fairytales? But i guess its true what they say. Fairytales aren't real, they don't come true. While u flirted with my friends I was stuck wondering what meme i should text you to make you laugh. I knew you had been in a tough spot because of your recent relationship, and in that moment i wanted to be there for you. I wanted to tell you that everything would be okay. I, truly, cared for you. More than i ever have for someone. This entire thing might sound so dramatic, but feelings are true. My feelings are true. I loved you. Now i see it clearly. I loved you so much. I never would've thought i would have my true love in 8th grade, but then I met you. You were different, you were special. No one could tell me otherwise. I hope your happy with your newfound love and that she makes you laugh and smile the way I wanted to make you feel. To be honest, I dont think I could. But I would've tried really hard too. I love you, James. Have a great life. Hopefully we can talk and laugh together again :)) Im sending this as a final goodbye, as a final detachment from you. Forever and ever.