today i talked to you for the first time in months. when i saw your name pop up i felt my stomach squeeze and my heart skyrocketed. yet when we talked i didn’t feel any of that at all. by the end of the conversation i felt so dull. i expected to be happy, to feel excited, but i felt nothing at all. our short conversation made me not want to talk to you ever again, it made me realize how truly over everything was. our short conversation made me understand why we stopped talking in the beginning. it’s finally over, i don’t miss you anymore. thank you for texting me, i wouldn’t have realized it if you never said anything. thank you for being my first love and thank you for being my lesson.