Unsent Messages

i fucking hate you. i hate how you treated me. you never once made me feel like your first choice and you showed it. you showed me that you were going to choose someone else but asked me after because they said no. you showed me the texts. you used me for your own entertainment and used me for your boredom. you used me to get closer to your crush who showed that they never liked you. they called you toxic and left, because that's what you are. they fucking blocked you to get away from all the excuses, the missed calls, the guilt tripping THAT YOU ADMITTED TO INFRONT OF US. YOU FUCKING DID THIS SHIT IN FRONT OF ALL OF US. YOU SAID YOU HAD NO IDEA WHY YOU LIKED HER WHEN I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I LIKED YOU. I FUCKING CRIED OVER YOU. I CRIED OVER HER. AND YOU MEAN NOTHING. YOU WILL ALWAYS MEAN NOTHING TO NO ONE. when she found out that you liked her that day in august i sat there and sobbed. i was fucking heartbroken that something could happen between you two. i haven't cried that hard since 8th grade. i sat there holding back tears while you were on a facetime call with me freaking out about it. she never felt anything towards you. i will never feel anything towards you so thats why im deciding to ghost you just like she did. those 5 years where fun but im done with you. fuck you you fucking monster. who taught you to speak bullets?