From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:25 am
I'm sorry for not being more. I'm trying, but this is always the last thing on my mind. I know things will probably end soon but I don't think I'm going to do anything about it. I'm sorry for not trying more, you deserve someone you makes an attempt. I'm just not that person. And I'm sorry for not being able to say 'I love you' in a way beyond platonic, even though you haven't said it either. Love seems so strong and I don't know if I can feel strongly about anything honestly. I'm sorry we only get the more important information secondhand from friends and I'm sorry that it's always just a bit off, I know it makes everything more confusing. Maybe that's why it feels alright to leave, I feel like I don't know anything in the first place. I guess I should've talked to you about this, though, instead of putting it here.