dear finlay,
i loved u from the age of 12. you were the first thing i thought of in a morning, not what time it was or what i was going to wear that day. you were more than a crush, you were my everything. i remember when everyone realised i loved you more than anyone and anything, was when your fish died and you were crying, then i broke down. i couldnt see you cry because it broke me, and made me cry. your happiness was my happiness and your smile got me through the day. i love you oh so much, and you dont realise that you are the reason i am here. i almost attempted to kill myself, but i got a notification, and it was u. you saved my life fin, and i will forever and always love you for that. i know u probably dont feel the same way, as i was just a simple crush for you. but i dont care, as long as youre happy and healthy and alive i love you.