i'm sorry i keep leaving these, i really am. currently listening to mr loverman and it reminds me of you. i don't think i realised it, but between caden and c, you were there. and you were kind and good and the best i could ever ask for. i liked you-- how could i not? but i didn't realise that.. im sorry our friendship ended. i'm sorry i couldn't do better by you. i hope you know that i miss you. you won't see these, and that's ok. i just need it out into the universe.
- squash/squish/meg