Unsent Messages

Hey, how are you? It has been a long time since we last talked. Your birthday is very soon and I wish I have the courage to text you but it seems like you are happy now and I don’t want to disturb that. I’m sorry I failed you. I loved you, I still do and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. It’s been almost 3 years since we last talked and since then I was never really happy anymore. After our relationship ended, I tried getting into another relationship but it didn’t feel right. Since then, I choose to be alone. Even to this day, I still dream about you. After all, you are my dream girl. I still have a note you wrote for me and it never fails to make me cry. You said you’ll always love me and be proud of me. I wonder if any of those are true today. I still have so many things I wanna tell you but most importantly, I’m very proud of you. You’ve gone so far. You’re the strongest and most determined woman I know, even today. I hope you are genuinely happy and at peace with yourself. I love you and I miss you. I hope you can forgive me. I’ll always be there for you. Take care of yourself