the way i felt about you, i've never felt about anyone else. you hurt me the worst but i still look for you in everyone i meet. i'm afraid that i will never really get over. i still get butterflies when i see or hear your name. the only closure i have is knowing that i tried my best and you didn't deserve my best. i still wish i knew why i wasn't good enough but i don't think i ever will. i still want you to come and tell me that you made a big mistake and that i've been the one all along but i know that won't happen. i'll love you forever but it's time for me to let go and move on. or try at least.