I cannot take back the things I did, I know I treated you terribly and I regret it every single day, but I'm trying my best to learn from that so that when I do love again, my old habits wont hurt it as badly as it did us, I'm proud of you for doing what's best for yourself and I will always care for you as more than a friend, but you need to focus on your own happiness now. I'll be watching from the sidelines from time to time, and I dont think I'll ever let this go completely, so I want to say it incase it's the last time I ever can, I love you bub, and I'm thankful I had the chance to be important to you even if it was temporary :)