Unsent Messages

I'm sorry if I still can't say these things to you directly. I feel like I've said too much and this month just did a complete turn for "us." I know it's my fault because I overthink a lot. I'm sorry if I can't help it. You don't deserve that. I understand now why you're becoming more distant. I know "we're" trying to make it seem like before (or so i think, maybe it's just me at this point who wants to keep trying, honestly) but everyday just gets more difficult. I never wanted our conversations to be just "for the sake of it" but it's starting to feel like it. It hurts that it's like you've put me aside all of a sudden and I've been replaced, just like that. Before, I could honestly feel as if we were best friends but now it's like I'm just anticipating if it's finally gonna be the day you actually stop talking to me. I guess the universe is saying our time is up.