you honestly don’t know how much you’ve impacted me. YOU BROUGHT ME OUT OF A DEPRESSIVE EPISODE WITH JUST YOUR WORDS i saw you comment on someone’s video talking about how hot they are and i got jealous so fucking jealous that i went up from my depressive episode cleaned my room took my shower brushed my teeth and did my hair JUST BC OF THAT. you have so much power over me and you don’t even know. dude emily you don’t know how much you really mean me me.. the time i ignored you it was SO HARD SO
FUCKING HARD it was so hard not texting you back but i knew i had to do it but i couldn’t do it for long. you’ll never see yourself as how i see you because i see you as a fucking goddess like as to the point where if ducking idolize you which i don’t anymore but i was so fucking swoon away by you i couldn’t see what was going on. one day i fucking starting crying thinking of a life without you i really can’t loose you that’s why i texted you if you’re ok because i can’t loose you ever . it’s unfortunate i’m loosing my feelings for you everyday but i guess it’s time to move on. i hope you find someone who loves you the way i do/did. i loved everything about you, your voice your smile . but i don’t really feel the same anymore i’m becoming less dependent on you which is a good thing? maybe? because i’ve only been sad bc of you i’ve only been happy bc of you i’ve only. been mad BC OF YOU. ugh oh well