Unsent Messages

Sometimes I wish you would notice me and recognize me as more than a friend, I knkw you love her though and have for years. I know you’d ditch me or anyone for her, it hurts me because I know I’ll never be good enough and anyone would always pick her over me. Everyone loves her and her beauty and personality and it really hurts me but I smile through it and stay friends with both of you. I know that you know she likes you now and I know that you know it won’t work out, you guys are too close of friends but I also know that your gonna risk it anyways because she’s all you’d ever dream of. Maybe your soulmates, maybe your best friends, I don’t know but what I do know is you only recognize me as a friend, not even a best one when your one of my best friends. It hurts when you tell me stuff and tell her stuff but tell more stuff to her, I know that’s how you are and you’ve known her longer but you trust me so I don’t understand. I don’t understand your bipolar moods, your flirty personality, your screaming and your life problems. But I wish you’d notice me as more than a friend I mean the least I can ask for is to be called a best friend or to not be compared to. That’s all I’m asking, I love you though whether you realize or not I love you as a person.