Unsent Messages

that was a prime example of what happened in our relationship. i spoke about my feelings and my perception and you took it as a personal attack saying i “hurt you” bc i spoke about how i felt?? it’s like anything i say you need it to be personal so you aren’t perceived in any way other than perfect in your own head and it’s so unfair. i’m really sorry if my words offended you genuinely i tried to be nice about it and reassuring and stuff but you hurt me so much in our relationship that i feel like i never got the chance to voice it because it would always be faced with reactions like just now. and don’t worry about not going in circles anymore because we never were in any circles. i love you i loved you i still love you i will continue to love you and that’s not changed. me voicing my opinion on how i’m hurting is okay and valid. i’m sorry but it just is. if you feel attacked by my emotions then i’m sorry that isn’t my fault and i will not let you manipulate this into it being an attack on you when i am only asking for accountability on both ends and a tiny piece of empathy on your end. we can be done now, our chapter is closed. i genuinely felt like i’d be able to vent like i did because you’d grown out of this like perception of you being the wounded soldier and me being evil because i feel things too like it was in our whole relationship. i’m so sad and so tired and your last post and your flippancy and coldness hurts. but yeah let’s stop now it’s done. i will not post again and i’m sorry i made you regret anything. bye shannon.