Unsent Messages

what do you want? Just say it! I have no idea why you’re being this way. I want to understand but I can’t because we don’t communicate. You expect me to decipher your mind. That’s what makes me believe you’re not mature enough for me. It’s heart breaking to say that, but I don’t know what else to think liesl. Yet when I’m around you you’re so damn mature and hard working and you push yourself through the day no matter what you’re going through. You dress well and you deal with mean jerks all day with grace. I just don’t get it? Maybe I’m out of touch.. I hate this feeling of confusion and I hate questioning myself. I just want to talk.. it’s not much to ask. I feel I’m not being listened to when I can’t be anymore clear and open on my end. If I played the same way as you, and made you have to guess what I was thinking you would get what I’m feeling.. I share everything and in return I have to read your thoughts. Please Liesl.. I’m willing to meet you half way and then all the way from there. Love is a two way street and we all have needs. Let’s work it out so we don’t have this disfunction anymore.