From: ABC
To: Soleil
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:56 pm
Soleil, this isn’t a love note. I’ve had so much hate for you since the day I found out the truth. Everyday I compare myself to you, wondering why he went to you, why I wasn’t enough. I’ve finally realized I need to let it all go. And the truth is, I am sorry. I’m sorry you were hurt, and maybe still are. But I forgive you, even if you aren’t sorry for all the pain you put me through. You put me through hell. I never did anything to you intentionally. But I try to remind myself that you were just hurt and in love. I need to let it go. It’s so hard though, I still have so much resentment towards you and how you could hate me so much and do that to me when I never even knew you or was out to hurt you. But I’m writing this to finally forgive you and move on. I hope you have an amazing life and you find someone who loves you for you. You deserve that. I’m sorry for the pain I put you through when I had no idea. I feel for you, I would have never tried to hurt another girl going through a feeling I’m so familiar with. I wish you nothing but the best. Today is the day I’m finally going to let it all go.... I’m sorry for what he did to you too