From: ABC
To: Coby
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:29 am
you're my one, i think. i really love you and i love how we connect, and i know it took us a while to get to where we are and i know we still have a lot to go, but i feel like i can be with you forever. i love laughing with you, i love being close with you, i love making love with you. i feel safe when im with you and every time you touch me, even the slightest brush, i notice it and ill think about it for forever. i know that i keep crying a lot and im sorry. im sorry im always in bed, i cant stop it. depression is really getting to me and it just wont leave me alone and im sorry that you have to deal with me like this right now, but please know that i never cry at home, never by myself and never with savi. i only do when im with you and i feel like that says something. i feel safe enough with you to cry, and i feel so much better when you hold me and i let myself go. it's so relieving and it lets everything go just for a little and i just love it so fucking much. always know i am here for you whenever and for whatever you need. i am so thankful for you, and im thankful for us and im glad we stuck together. i love you with all of my heart.