Unsent Messages

Hey lol... I- I have alot to say. I hate you, you put me through so much and I don´t know how I can ever forget that. First off well lets start at the begining you treated me like a queen and i loved it even tho you only texted me back when you were horny and wanted nudes. After 76 days I managed to grow romantic feelings for you, you promised me yu werent going to leave me.Then on day 48 I asked you if you wanted to Facetime you said yes then I said ¨promise?¨ and you promised me. You left me on delivered for an hour and I just wanted to ft with someone I was having a really bad day, so I decided to put ¨ft??¨ on my story and you slid up and said ¨exactly why you dont have me and wont¨ you made you breaking your promise my fault. I stopped eating after that. This is all your fault you didn´t have to be so damn stupid, I blocked you for a while bc i needed time to myself so i could forget about you but for some reason you were all i though about.I told you how I felt when you left and you laughed, you broke me I cry every time I think of you Im crying rn even writing this, Im sorry that i let you make me feel like i wasnt enough for you.Ivan im sorry for all of the issues i caused you. My heart dropped everytime i got a notification that had your name in it, Im sorry that im so nieve, your just like everyone else, and I didn't want to believe it because of how much i loved you