From: ABC
To: Daddy
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:00 am
you make me mad, it makes me so angry seeing you happy. happy with your wife. happy with your son. happy with asia. happy with your dogs. happy with your cars. just happy. they get to see a side of you that i never got the chance to. you never cared about me like you care about all of them. im disposeable to you and it hurts dad. it hurts to see you happy. it hurts to see them happy with you. i just wanna hear you say sorry. i want you to see the pain you put me through. i want an explanation as to why im not enough to fit in with your big happy family. why am i not enough? why are you never proud of me but your right there when everythings going down hill? what is wrong with me? dad. you make me wanna run you over with a car. you make me so angry and sometimes i just wanna scream. but i cant because nobody hears me.